It's almost funny
How easy it is to upset me
The slightest wave
Tumbles up all the sand
That's been accumulating there since the last one.
A sentence with the right passive-aggressive emoji
What your saying sounds mad but you send along a laughing face with it
As if to confuse me purposefully
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And you
You know who you are
We walk along the street
And you point out women you think are beautiful
Knowing you know I think you are beautiful
You point at women who do the same as I do
Smoke and look sad and hot
And you say they look good but you'd like them to stop smoking
Are the women on the street mirrors?
Or am I trying to find a connection in myself to what you think is attractive?
It's almost funny
That you think making me jealous works to bring me closer to you
Because it does
But you dont know that it also brings you closer to me
For no one makes someone jealous
When they dont care about them at all
And now I know you care
And now I dont know what to do with myself
And whenever I'm not with you
I feel very confused
And a little sad
And a little empty
And I think that seeing you will make me more confused
But for the couple hours, I do see you
I feel at ease and I feel calm
In the way that the ocean waves rise,
Just stirring the sand
That's accumulated
But not dashing it out of place.
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